CobaltsDream

She jumped slightly when the bed began to move, the movement made her more alert than she was earlier. “What-…†She let out a faint gasp when she began sliding down the chute. She reached out in attempt to grab onto something but failed, not finding anything in her reach… like there was anything. “Yon?!â€

Beatha just kind of rested against him with her head on his chest. She began to think back to her brother. She missed him a lot… But at least she had the company of Yon to keep her going. If it wasn’t for him, she wouldn’t know what she would do with herself. Maybe just try to go on and fight her way through this. But she didn’t really have to worry about it now.

“I look up to you.†Beatha looked up with him through honest eyes. “I do… You’re a lot braver than I am…†She sighed softly, kind of putting herself down even though she didn’t really notice it. “I guess there isn’t much for me to miss… The only person would be my brother..â€

“I don’t want to lose you.†Beatha muttered quietly with a slight hint of sadness in her voice. She felt him move his arms but didn’t move away from him. He was comfortable to lay on and she didn’t plan on moving anytime soon. Beatha thought for a moment before speaking up again. “What do you miss?†She glanced up at him from where she was. “Like… from life out of the game…â€

She looked up at him and saw the faint watering of his eyes. She managed to smile back at him and gave a light nod. “I guess you’re right.†She sighed softly and let her eyes close again. “I look forward to getting out of this… with you.†She spoke truthfully. Beatha enjoyed being around Yon. She felt different around him, she could trust him.

Beatha sighed and gave a soft shrug, “I doubt it though… I don’t think I can afford to go back to Scotland.†She muttered a bit sadly. She missed her horse. He meant a lot to her. “If not that… then I don’t know what I’ll do.â€

She chuckled softly when he poked her nose a few times. “I wish I knew what I wanted to do.†She muttered and let her eyes close again. “I know I miss my horse back in Scotland… Maybe I could do something with them.†She sighed softly, yawning lightly.

Beatha thought for a moment. She wasn’t exactly sure what she was going to do when she graduated from highschool. She never thought about it before. “I don’t know… What about you?†She looked up at him and draped her arm farther over his chest.

“Uh…†She bit her lip and opened her eyes to look up at him and then back down at his chest. “I don’t know…†She bit her lip, trying to figure out what they haven’t exactly talked about. “Well… What do you want to know about me?â€

“It’s not your fault…†She murmured quietly and felt him pull her closer, causing her to relax more against him. “It couldn’t be avoided anyway…†She sighed softly and shivered when he began to stroke her hair. It calmed her, it’s like he already knew what to do to make her content. At least for now.

Beatha shook her head lightly, “No… It’s just…†She fell silent for a moment and stared down at his shirt, kind of messing with it with her fingers gently. “I just… had nightmares a lot…â€

Beatha jumped slightly when she was pulled back against him. She relaxed against him with her head on his chest. She closed her eyes slowly and nodded. “Sometimes he would…â€

Beatha paused and forgot that he may have not been used to this and pulled back from him, biting her lips lightly and just simply laid next to him. “I… I’m sorry…†She muttered quietly, it’s been a long time since she’s had any physical contact like this. She let her head rest on the bed, not exactly making eye contact with Yon.

Beatha felt the bed move and looked over, seeing Yon lay down beside her. She nodded silently and hesitated for a moment before crawling over to him. She wrapped her arms around his midsection and laid her head on his chest. She sighed quietly and let her eyes close, knowing she probably wouldn’t sleep for a while.

“No… I don’t like sleeping alone…†She admitted a bit sadly. Beatha laid back and pulled the blanket up to her shoulders. “Please come lay with me? At least until I fall asleep?†She asked quietly, kind of staring at the bed.