Cyanidezi's Journal (SAO)

[Cyanidezi 0]

(Her SAO Avatar is the same as her ALO avatar)

 

Profile

Avatar Name : Cyanidezi

Real Name : Desiree Krio (Once Desiree Fremo)

Age : 13

Gender : ♀

Height : 5' 3"

 

About

History : (Slightly different than histories in ALO and GGO)

Her father was a mean man who abused everyone in the house, especially Desiree's mother. By the time she was 5, her mind had been tainted black by the things she had seen her father do. At school she tried so hard to get the attention she didn't get from home. She practiced as hard as she could, and tried to get the best grades. She thought that maybe that would get people to notice her.

It got people to notice her, alright. But not in the way she had imagined. She was subjugated to an onslaught of bullying, because she was a "nerd". Now, not only was she hurt at home, but at school as well. She fell into a state of depression, and her grades dropped tremendously. She started giving up on reality.

And then her mother died, or left, and it was all over for her. Because her dad couldn't abuse her mom, he started abusing her more. It wasn't fair. She decided she wasn't going to live like that. She was thinking about suicide, but she got a better idea. She had one real friend at school, and so she ran away to their house. She told him and his parents the story, and they allowed her to stay with them. His parents called the Child Protective Services, and they said that they'd talk to the father. In the time being, they should continue to look after her.

Her friend, Lonan, loved video games. Both of them were nerds, which is why they got along so well. He had recently gotten into MMORPGs, and he invited Desiree to try them out.  

The Child Protective Services got back to them, and said that they would have to send Desiree off to an orphanage. But Lonan's parents wouldn't have that, so they went through the adoption themselves. Desiree became a permanent part of their family.

Because Lonan was big into video games, and Desiree lived them because he liked them, their parents got them both the headgear to play SAO. They were both really excited. Unluckily, the game turned out to be a hoax, and they got stuck in the virtual world.

 

Personality : (Slightly different than other personas.)

At school she was a nerd, and she tried to get good grades and loved to learn. By the time she was in 6th grade, she was at a college reading level, and she was already teaching herself about chemistry. Unluckily, she was bullied because of this, giving her a scared attitude. She wasn't really good around other people, because most of the people she knew hurt her. Her father, and most people at her school. She did have one friends though, but he wasn't in many classes with her.

At home she was always scared. She hid in her room most of time, so that she didn't have to see what was going on outside. The house was a scary place, with her father around. She cried herself to sleep and had nightmares every night. This gave her a very untrusting nature, and she never really got close to anyone because she was afraid they'd hurt her like her father does.

Her fear slowly turned to anger though, when her mother disappeared. Her father started abusing her, and at some point she'd had enough. She learned to be a bit more self-confident that day, and she ran away to find a world she found worth living.

 

Virtues :

Protective : She won't let anything hurt Lonan, her "brother", and her only friend. She would protect him with her life. He, and his family, were the ones who protected her when she really needed it, so now she was going to return the favor.

Smart : Even though her grades dropped because of her dad, she was still an A+ student. She was the top of all her classes (except History) (until her mom left/died). She has a serious knack for chemistry and writing.

Not gullible : She can see through lies, no matter who said them. She's not one to be easily fooled. She can see through deception, but while that is helpful for her, not everyone believes her when she says, "It's a trap.".

Strong : She is led by her emotions, and her thoughts. If a monster makes her angry, or scared, or threatens Lonan, she will destroy it. She's not afraid of becoming a red player, if it means saving other people.

 

Flaws :

Un-friendly : She doesn't work well with most people, except Lonan. She doesn't really have a sense of humor, which is a pain for most people. She's really serious, after all she's been through. Lonan can pull a laugh out of her though, he's the only person who can.

Inner Pain : She's constantly reminded of the pain people have caused her in the past, and it feels to her like there's a literal hole in her heart from lack of care. Sometimes she can fall into a really deep state of depression, where everything feels so heavy she can't even move.

Brutally honest, when angry : When she gets angry, or when somebody bothers her, she points out all their flaws and gets in their face about hypocrisy and irony. She doesn't really like people who pretend to be the leader, so when they get on her nerves she asks why they think they are good for the place of leader. She then points out their flaws, reasoning out why they'd make a stupid leader.

Profession : N/A

Skills :

Dagger Weilding : Rank 1

Non Combat :

Passive :

Combat :

Weapon Skills :

One handed dagger [Rank 1] (5 Sp)

 

Inventory :

10 Bread

15 Water

Dagger

Cloth Clothing - dyed green

 

Roleplays :

Relationships :

Story Thus Far :

 

Edited January 7, 2016 by Cyanidezi

[Jomei 0]

Denied.
-One cannot claim a profession until after completing <<Earning a Living>> Quest.
- Your dagger wielding skill should be OH Dagger Rank 1, not Dagger Wielding 3
- You must start off with 1 Basic weapon, in your case Dagger. You also cannot start with a bottle of poison. 

Edit your journal to fix these points and then message me for another look. 

[Jomei 0]

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