[PP-F1] Direction (Opal)

[Jazmyne 0]

Naturally for the first few minutes Jazmyne had trouble sleeping. Closing eyelids, an easy task. But keeping them closed presented an entirely new problem. Every few seconds her eyelids would flutter open, gaze focused on the blackness that surrounded her underneath a dome of protection. What little she had left, anyways. She didn't know what she was staring at nor why such heaviness had trouble remaining shut. There wasn't anything around to see or hear or touch. Not even comfort or warmth no matter how many thick blankets were pressed against her thin, small body. Flipping and turning every which where, Jazmyne eventually forced herself to lay still as if frozen in time. And in a way she was considering the similarities her current position held to the one she would most likely be in, in the real world that is. It hadn't been this way at first of course. Jazmyne had her fun and messed around because, well, it was still a game despite the looming threats. But now Sword Art Online wasn't just a game. She wasn't sure what it was now but the description certainly was far, very far from that of entertaining or fun no matter how many smiles she pulled or how many joyous moments occurred or how many people she met and truly liked because this happened to be different. There'd always be a sadness there that couldn't be touched or removed despite the efforts taken to do so. Even if Jazmyne hadn't tried any relieving methods yet. Maybe this is was those people on the internet felt when they complained about depression and I made fun of them, Jazmyne thought. Maybe.

She didn't know that what kept her up at night were the many thoughts that ran through her head, and couldn't be stopped especially when matched with immense sorrow.

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OOC:

Woops, didn't know that. Also apologies in advance for the pretty late reply.

 

 

[Opal 0]

Thread Summary: +1 SP All, +400 Col to Jazmyne [Opal doesnt want the col]