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❆ REAL NAME        JUDE MARLOWE  USERNAME        PINBALL AGE        [WITHERED HUSK]  GENDER        MALE ORIGIN        AMERICAN AFFILIATION       SOLO       PLAYER KILLER ❆

[V&F] Spoiler + well meaning: but that's not really enough, is it? did you mean well when you ran a spear through his chest? did you mean well when you realized she needed help and you killed her anyways?  + generous: don't be ridiculous. charity won't get you anywhere. nobody wants your blood money. + loyal: to yourself, maybe. abuse the people that cared and push them away, then fall deeper into self-pity and guilt them into coming back. cling to them desperately. they're all you've got left. - quiet: nobody wants to hear you anyways. when have you ever had anything good to say? and don't forget: the more you talk, the quicker they'll realize what you really are. - volatile: hide everything under layers of ice and pretend nothing fazes you. not that it's any secret your emotions rule you. who's ever heard of a stable murderer? anger and sadness are like roommates. - something's wrong: you don't know why you have these thoughts. these urges. you want to leave it all behind you but it follows you like a shadow. are you a product of your environment? or is that just wishful thinking?

BACKSTORY BORN IN THE STATES. ONLY CHILD. BROKEN HOME. ALL THAT GOOD STUFF. NEVER REALLY HAD ANY FRIENDS, OTHER THAN THE CAT. BOUNCED AROUND, SCHOOL TO SCHOOL. NEVER GOT TO SETTLE DOWN. STARING OUT THE WINDOW AND DISASSOCIATING WAS A FREQUENTLY PURSUED ENDEAVOR. GAMES WERE FUN TOO. OF THE ONLINE VARIETY, OF COURSE. ALMOST HAD A SOCIAL LIFE ONLINE. ALMOST. NOT THE MOST WELL ADJUSTED. NOT USED TO CONVERSATION. TERRIFIED OF CONFRONTATION. LIKED PLAYING HEALER AND CRAFTING. WOULD NAME MOST PETS AND MOUNTS AFTER THE CAT.  SAO WAS EVERYTHING HOPED FOR AND MORE. THE NATURAL NEXT STEP. A SECOND LIFE. AN ESCAPE. CRACKED OPEN THAT PIGGY BANK AND GOT THE WHOLE KIT EARLY. STOOD UP ALL NIGHT FOR IT. DIDN'T HAVE MUCH GOING ON ANYWAYS. SPENT A LONG TIME IN THE CUSTOMIZATION WINDOW. NAMED THE CHARACTER AFTER THE CAT.

 

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Edited September 29, 2024 by Pinball

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